My Journal Nothing More...

Well now that I started typing in this I'm going to be addicted again...Well It's storming outside and I kinda feel like going outside and laying down. I love the rain...It's calming. Anyways I'm just really bored right now and really have nothing to do. I hate it. I'm going to Jimmy's tonight. Probably play video games, watch Red Vs Blue, Eat Ruffles, and Drink Jone's Soda. I actually realized this after a while. I'm a huge fucking nerd. But I'm proud of that. There is a difference between geeks and nerds. Geeks don't have any friends, get straight A's and are into geeky things (like D&D). Nerds on the other hand have friends, like geeky things, don't get very good grades, have fun, and still have a social life all at the same time. So call me a nerd just don't call me a geek for all I care. I just realized how much I can ramble in like ten minutes. I also realized that I love the song 'Don't Stop Me Now by Queen.' I was watching Shaun of the Dead. And I realized that it was an extremely catchy song during the fight at the Winchester with the zombie (Because it's playing in the background if you haven't seen it). But seriously if you haven't seen that movie and like scary comedies go rent it. It's fifty cents for five nights...And if your that cheap you may need a little bit of help...Okay alot of help actually.

Well I'm not really sure if anyone still even uses this site anymore...I just got some new picture and realized something. My last two comments sounded very...Emoish I guess. Well I just thought I'd straighten that out a little bit...Again if anyone still reads these. Well I have nothing to do this summer besides band in July...I wanted to do Cross Country but I couldn't because no one will tell me a date and I don't have a physical form filled out...So I'll need one for track...Whoopdy fuckin doo...

Everything just keeps getting worse...I'm tired all the time...I actually slept through three of my classes the other day...Nothing is going right...I'm sick of dealing with stupid people...Sick of everything...Things I found fun before I can't even stand to do anymore...I haven't drawn anything decent in forever...Everything I try to do just seems so awful anymore...

Right now I'm so sick of everything...I've been having a really bad year...To everybody who says high school is the best itme of your life...fuck you...All I really want to do right now is lay in bed and cry myself to sleep...

Wow...I just remebered I had this thing...I don't care if anyone reads it...It's not my problem anymore really...I don't care...I'm sick of everything...I just want to lay in bed and just cry myself to sleep...I'm sick of people forgetting how I feel no matter how what it is...This weeks been hell...The person I love is making the same mistake for the third time...I just hate to see them make that same mistake over and over again...

You know what is one of the most annoying things? When people do something although they don't want to but have a choice in it. If that makes sense to you. It makes me so aggravated when people are fake with me. That's one of the only things that can drive me totally insane. If there are any spelling errors BACK OFF I'M TIRED! Sorry I get cranky when I'm tired. I'm not in an awesome mood plus I'm tired for me that's not a good combination! I'm thirsty too but that's off topic. For some reason it's like this year has changed so many people but I don't know why. It seems that like 75% of people have changed from the new year...I don't like it. Oh I really should thank Myspace for getting me grounded from my computer for god only knows how long >=O. It sucks like alot...Okay I'm getting tired and I think someone need to go fuck himself up the ass^^ you know who you are^^.

How to make a Eleete

Ingredients: 1 part mercy 5 parts humour 5 parts instinct

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little sadness if desired!

I almost forgot I have an LJ I got new icons^^. Im alway on myspace.If you dont have a myspace you should get one.Wow i sound like an advirtiser XD.

OK more rumors about me going around and truthfully Jake if your reading this im almost positive it was lauren.Im sick of people sayin shit about me it drives me insane.Earlier in 7/8 Ashlee Minniti came up to me and asked me if i weas gay.Whats up with that???Im so sick of my grade all they do is lie and stab people in the back.W.C. is starting to scare me cause shes saying shes gonna kill all the jocks and preps (not really complaining though).I mean i dont care if people know its just the talking behind my back that pisses me off.Ive actually really thought about goinin out with Dikun cause i do kinda like her and it will prove to the jocks and preps that im not gay.This was the worst fucking week of my life.Im gettin tired.I have to ring the bell for Salvation Army Today which sux alot.I like fire.Oh yea i was playing with a lighter by the way.Im a gonin to bed im effin tired, nite!

Oh your love Fantasy is my favourite! It's going to
be Romeo and Juliet! Hopfully you know how the
story goes, boy and a girl in love but aren't
allowed because of your families hating each
other!
Quote: Love is like breathing, without you die.....


What is your fantasy love life?(Beauitful Anime Pictures) Guys/Girls
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I believe it


You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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Really Now?

Hawk (The Explorer): Free. Spirited. Happy. Honest.
Adventurous. Passionate & Compassionate. Hard
working.


What winged creature of the sky are you? (Personality Type Quiz)
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100% BLONDE.
OMG, you are the blondest of blondes. You are
KNOWN for doing the dumbest things, are ALWAYS
having blonde moments, and even your PARENTS
say you are a total bimbo! lmao, BLONDES ROCK.


THE BLONDE TEST
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That sure as hell aint true


Your inside self is depressed.You seem to think
that no one cares and you dont either,you most
likely seclude your self from everyone that is
around. You are most likley labled as a
"goth" or " weird." but
remember you will eventualy find someone or
they'll find you.


What does your concious look like?(GREAT PICS BOYS AND GIRLS)
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I will never find that exact perfect someone


Blizzard
you are mysterious and you seem cold and icey. but
on the inside you are nice and smart. you are
independent and pretty. You are a romantic
person at times also.


What Type of Weather Decribes Your Personality?! (anime pics)
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Jessie im srry about what happened with you and your mom i just reall hope she was over exatterating.Its really gonna be boring with out you thats all i can say i guess but oh i know you wanted me to tell everyone what happened friday so i will.Friday in the Computer lab Jessie got raped!!!Its amazing that you could get raped in a computer lab isnt it?Oh im at the the library but i have songs goin through my head and it confuses me XD. What happened in school oh yea Jessie is no longer mad at me.Oh i forgot to mention Sunday i fell from a two story high tree...yea that kinda hurt...who's brian have i eaten? lol.umm yea i think thats about it.well i mite get on gaia now and introduce
Andrew to it.

I almost blew up my grandma's lawn mower!! A leaf by the engine and caught fire! I admit this was one of the scarier moments in life for sure. It is a riding lawn mower but man that was scary. I probably would have blew up with it. Wow Im shaking and trust me that dosen't happen often. Omigos that was scary.

today was really boring. I borrowed Laura's junoir shirt. Thank you Laura! Why did we get stuck with green that is i think the only color i dont own. For some reason Im really hyper and i cant type to save my life already ive hit backspace like half a dozen times. Its really annoying well i guess im gonna get on gaia.

Ok today is going slow...I wanna do something but I dont wanna call anyone...I think todays gonna drag on untill the football game...It kinda sux...Andrew if your on call me and maybe me u jake and phill can goto bk or somethin i dunno...Im just bored...If someone else wants to come I guess they could come too...*sigh* Im lookin forward to this football game but Im kinda not too...I can almost guarentee people are gonna come up to me and ask me if Im bi..Ill tell 'em the truth...if they ask...Now that I think about our grade is to scared to ask someone that to their face...Hmm o well Ill talk to ya later byes...

November,
Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to
fathom. Thinkforward. Unique. brilliant. Sharp
thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good
doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know
how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less
talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient.
Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit.
Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be
alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded.
Motivate self. Dont appreciate praises.
Highspirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love,
emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.
Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control
emotions. Unpredictable.


What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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People see calmness in your eyes. You like to keep
cool in a crisis. You know that if you don't
panic, things will be worked out much quicker
and with fewer hitches. People probably end up
feeling less worried when they are around you.
You've got a good attitude. Keep it up.


What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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You are mute. You were born with the inability to
speak. You may not have a voice, but you are a
natural at martial arts, which is good because
you need the skills to fight the evil that is
attracted to you. On your twelfth birthday,
you wake up in the middle of the night with a
terrible pain in your chest. It turns out that
the reason you are mute is because you are the
protector of your family's sacred jewel and
each generation, the chosen protector is born
with the inability to speak so they can not
tell they are the protector. Evil is attracted
to you because they sense the powerful presence
within your body. Now you must go through life
a mute and an evil magnet, unless there is some
way you can find to break the curse of the
sacred jewel protector.


What curse do you possess?
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Your death will be suicide....Most likely because
people won't except you or love you or because
you hate life itself...You have constent
thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when
you will. Someday it will happen....You most
likely die alone in your house...with nothing
but dark music playing. You'll probably write a
sucide note and die right by your bed side....


How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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You are most like a
Scorpio!Mysterious,flirty,dangerous-that's you!


What zodiac sign are you most like?
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You will have a Content love. Not
boring, but without fights and problems. You
will just... be in love. Simple as that. As a
person, you're not the one who laughs highest
or most often, nor the one in the dark corner
crying. You are the one who sits watching
everyone else, often with a little smile
playing on your lips. To you, life is good and
you will get what you wish for. You will fall
for someone who is himself, and lets you be
you.


What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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What angel am i?

Your Angel is headstrong. Tell your Angel something
and she will have her way of doing it. She is
still kind and more loveing than most but don't
get in a fight with her.WING TIPE= fins and
gills ELEMENT=water ANIMAL=fish COLOR=blue
NAME=Melissa


What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)changed and a new angel!!!!!!
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Which of the 7 deadly sins am i?

You are Wrath!
What it is:The 3rd worst and the most common
of the sins. It is unrighteous anger, hatred,
revenge and denial.
Punishment in Hell:Dismembered(have your
limbs cut off)alive.(well if your in Hell you
would be dead anyway)
Animal:Bear.
Color:Red.
Demon:Satan(the Devil).


Which Of the 7 Deadly Sins Are You?
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Whay do people have to be so stupid!!Now the whole school probaly knows..Truthfully I dont really care but Im hust really mad at Micheal(a little),Alicia Oros(alot),Alli Angst(a little),Jessie(a little),but Im mostly mad at myself for being a fuckiong dumb ass and telling Jessie!!It really pisses me off cause Joe Prinky knows!!Im thinking that somr time tommorrow every one in the whole fucking school is going to know and that really pisses me off!!The worse part is i read a note Jessie and Brittany were writing and Jessie is freaking out because of it...ARH!!!I hate homophobes!!To me there is nothing wrong with being Bi!!There just isnt!!

Today was alright i guess.Me and Quentin went to Subway now we're at the library.I ate a whopper before i went to Subway now i feel like Im gonna explode! My mo is gonaa kill me so Id be better be going...

My life is over now...Andrew and Jake are fighting now soo I'm screwed ten times over...I hate this now I bet Im gonna have to take sides (I hope I won't) This is soo effed up! Why does life have to be like this...All i have to ssy is that my life totally sux really... I love them both but I just hope that they don't get me involved...(although i probably will)They are both really good friends...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!*sigh* oh well i guess thats pretty much it...and when you guys read this i just want you guys to work something out please...